summary/idea: main character lives a satiffuing life but never fully remembers the past or maybe choses to forget it. When traveled back in time recalls some of moements and says they will do it differently reality is same thing. Theme adhd how despite being aware situation bad can’t bring themselves stop even not (for story use texting parents doing laundry paying rent painting art hygiene ect).enter ‘dream” climbing hill as metaphor saying you have it Then go party take break from things this leads anxiety diffrent seneorors. Best friend calls check up. Bro I am good. BF takes them water park cuz their favorate GO on lazy river (or smth) idk what put here for like mc sovling/ figuring out that accept who are??? (they know something wrong with assumes because so there chance two minds them. Ends w/ are which dream knowing would just off steep clift agai parauste