When I was 6-13 years old used to live with just my mom and little brother. love know she doing the best could do but times were hard. It me mom There so many days where we literally ate white rice sandwiches. My couldn't be home much had stay a lot by myself take care of Now that look back feel like because didn't get attention from lack father always working. went seek at school did acting out. At school in trouble every day would trouble for something new. In 4th-8th grade when got new job farther less than ever wasand time period more school. go around out stupid things trip people or make random noises into few fights too. suspended point leave her me being trouble. forced might have been hardest life probably her’s. The first thing happen right after brother's dad wanted custody him court he brought up how shouldn't such bad influence. So brother left us it mom. She sad upset all tried hide me. That's realized grow stop bs I'm hurting myself. Going high matured much started laid not getting any real became successful that. That shaped who am stopped seeking even now kind rather main attraction. Around playing basketball though really fell it. built work ethic use those experiences i through younger as motivation good succeed basketball hopefully college won't struggle dept help college.