Yes you can go. I don't care. I'm fine just tired. Mommy is acting like an alien. This scar is not really physical but more like an emotional one. The one that I can never forget when my mother passed away was ten years old. At the time it didn't hit me until later on. sad cry. My status subpar still depressed and these are events led up to it. February 20th 2016. It a typical Saturday morning. nice bright outside dad cooking breakfast all of us were going watch movies fall asleep after as usual. After we ate chilled for hour. moment remembered he had go choir rehearsal church so asked mom if could she said He repeatedly her sure She insisted. Fast forwarding evening. 8:30pm. finished with went visit his parents' house while. in room playing NBA 2K12 living sleeping for practically whole day. paid any attention though. woke called get gatorade. trying walk bed barely move. okay finally arrived sat just check on at times because curious. 9:15pm. making little noises time thinking calling name. into room how episode Family Guy Stewie mother's attention. Then back TV. came told him did same thing. tried CPR work. call 911. Me dad grandparents waiting room. getting CPR some other stuff done. I'm doctor yet. When said there wasn't anything else they could've broke down crying expected. thing affect life pimp slapped face during middle school which worst times time. trouble stupid things having mediocre grades. first girlfriend seemed mind wrong direction along great grandmother made decision pray be better. They surrounded me got bible prayed hard 11 12 minutes. Ever since day much anymore. And lead where am today. Five later.