'I must perish' 'living in the tomb' 'deplorable folly' 'Bitter grief' Infectious condition? Habitual terror 'Unceasingly agitated mind' 'Vagaries of madness' Why? 'Miserable wretch' Fear Terror Insanity Apathy Soullessness Imprisonment Guilt Paranoia Anxiety Malady Unease Regret Damnation Bewildered Hypochondriac Pitiful Depression Death