sometimes when I lonely imagine myself in your arms you rock me ever so slowly until dehydrate and move on memories of leaving not arriving till half past am opening the refrigerator to my sisters complains see nothing but bottles water that burn had forbade drink them at least should’ve retrospect don’t think did served plates next cigarette bin say i’m just like father well we’re built from blood know Keeping watch river I’d never dare let sleep take home And fail slumber Endless nightmares Welcome In static snow dream dying wake Hear own screams sky ringing inside head change channel write story eat no more wasted time seem tragic can fact-check claim you’ve been here all along can’t something is wrong listen problems try best navigate world was a child felt call fix everything saw shotgun seat you’d tell stories trouble are now breathing would hitch chapped tiny lips rattle snakes wind these hands too small tall enough unravel or measure earth this heart hurt bones worn any it anymore even though love i’d rearrange light yours could glow over job fit be mother told seven thatI wanted leave said cried shoulder eventually funeral push anyone convince hear selfish projection target caught flame actions have consequences you’ll gaze coffin picture face resting death similar “how do me?” weep wouldn’t first That misunderstood respersent smell rising smoke vodka tongue kiss cheek after i win prize cheering “that’s my..” daughter