I’m at the airport and I'm having a panic attack. Can I call you? breathe your calmness from voice on phone? you come here? miss you. need help. am spiraling down path that carries me into endless sea can’t stop The doors are starting to close steal serenity seem have perfected use it for me? least borrow it? spinning. Spinning. Swirling. Getting dizzier by seconds minutes hours go Time fly me please? But all can hear Is dial tone.