“i come from a family of four” every person who’s tested me used loved taught debated made me into the i am today” immense privilege” habit abject nihilistic despair (on good day)” grateful beyond measure for everything and everyone” slightly too hot but refuse to take off my jacket because then i’ll be cold which is much worse” missing things thought knew that never really had” in progress” “my dream make new mistakes” experience more joy” own at least two dogs” celebrate light where find it create don’t”