i often wonder if truly deserve you as thoughts of occupy my mind endlessly. deeply regret shortcomings yet please understand that love for remains unwavering. it pains me at times I struggle to express is profound and beyond words. every night how long you'll be by side. your presence so dear sometimes find myself yearning our joyful moments stretch into eternity an endless tapestry happiness. hope never grow tired being with me understanding loving me. dearly love.