No longer do I feel the need to hold back who have.. have spoke simply and with no misunderstanding that certain things was happen at this time if other didn't happen. So thanks disappointment ignorant trust.. Thanks maybe Teresa Or should have's.. Knowing I'm far from stupid.. could or opportunities arose... TERESA WOULD DONE DID. IVE NEVER LOOKED FOR ANYONE TO SAVE ME.. JUST PRAYED THAT ONE PERSON HELP ME MYSELF. OFFER TOO MUCH AND CARE WAY WIDE BE HERE IN THIS HOLE. more climbing out.. Time make some stairs.