deep thinker prolific writer analyses everything meaning of life busy brain sensory issues eating disorders bowel issues chronic fatigue picks skin/scalp open-hearted appears controlling deeply empathetic thought loops low social battery studies people rehearses conversations dislikes small talk dreads social events dislikes being perceived codependent behaviour people pleasing questions social norms low self-esteem disconnection from self young sounding voice experiences bullying all or nothing visual thinker pattern spotting difficulty with change serious complex daydreamer naïve honest confused overwhelmed isolated alien imagination collections masking creative OCD anxiety hypermobility meltdowns shutdowns misdiagnosis clumsy PMDD chatty sensitive intuitive compassion musical forgetful