It's cold and dark it's that time of year When it gets hard just hold me near So i'll paint a smile on my face Am i crazy head-case Why is everyone looking at I don't wanna get out bed It’s like hurricane in head And alright to cry sometimes I'm sorry but can't help i'm missing chemicals If you could see what can Everyday fade away again Im late night losing sleep getting light close eyes try rest always trying do best What this doing Gotta know your not alone I’m the other side phone it’s wish live life with all chemicals””