The very first time I went to therapy was asked if Ive struggledwith any category of suicidal thoughts. thought about it and replied with: “only the normal amount” “The amount is zero” From then on my worldview felt off kilter. That cant be right… Can it? Every single person have ever met has killing themselves at least once even they’ve never had intention doing it it’s just a joke. A classmate drops something mutters “I want die” everyone giggles. No one flinches its normal. But realized that ‘normal’ ‘normalized’ aren’t same. In hallways hear people talking how they stay up all night forget eat anything except coffee. That’s not healthy that’s normal normalized.