I still fear the unknown Afraid of what's ahead Maybe I still care for him deeply I fear I won't be able to see them again so often Don't want to bother them for they're chasing their dreams Why am I so afraid of letting them know my thoughts? Why do I feel so deeply? I'm dreading this 1 whole week Maybe I haven't really moved on like I thought I did I miss our bond he was my best friend who really knew who I was I yearn to be known deeply I'll probably miss my friends I want to go home but I don't want to What if I never succeed? All these thoughts makes me yearn for his presence so bad I miss him I know I like him a lot but do I really like him like how I thought I do? Why am I being so distant again I was so out of it today I miss their presence it feels like a silent distance is forming between us or am I just overthinking? I'm afraid to demand their presence Will college life end without them? I knew I shouldn't have relied on them that much Why am I so attached to everything I want to be gone for 2 months or so I'm gonna miss our dorm's rooftop though Am I satisfied to the memories I've built? Maybe I should've distanced myself in the first place