No-one understands me. You never understood anything. I thought this was supposed to be a world without pain and uncertainty. That's because you that everyone else felt the same as do. betrayed me! my feelings! misunderstood from very beginning. just believed what wanted believe. Nobody wants me so they can all die. Then is your hand for? cares whether live or Nothing will change... die... heart It would better if existed. should die too. why are here? Is it OK for me NOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo! hate yourself don't you? hurt others. Deep down know suffer more when cause someone pain... than let yourself get hurt. But Shinji decision makes valid choice. wanted. So worthwhile. Stop lying realize *do* have options. Then... accept choices you've made. you're not go through! understand! enraged So fucking I'm you! That doesn't mean it's okay give up! If do I'll *never* forgive long live! wanna stay with you Asuka... want help but do Don't come near All ever Asuka Please! only person Liar. Anyone care who is! You're afraid of Misato First Child... mother father too! now running me... No need that's easiest way keep getting hurt! even loved yourself! learned like Pathetic. Help Somebody... please somebody... please Somebody HELP ME! leave alone! abandon PLEASE DON'T KILL No.