It’s something of a blissful dread to know that you can do your best in this moment yet horrible or amazing happen the future. How far future no one knows it’s part dread. But up person decide what think about it- be content with whatever is happening anxious and fearful come. Even now I was dreading starting essay but had get it my head not put off tomorrow started today. got whole vibe set here on bed headphones on music playing at 1 AM typing life story. blissful. And when blissful there nothing