bottoms up you've only got til Tuesday so enjoy the ride! I'm so far from perfect You still loved me when I deserved it If brave why does looking you in the eye take every ounce of my courage? hang face to linoleum and count freckles on floor All us all us are a galaxy tiny little storms The good evil wage bloody civil war missiles whistle through then rebel pistols roar shiver final slivers chivalry retreat shriveled core can't imagine that I'll ever be happy like before Before We're sitting field Golden Gate Park off Fulton 4th And I've never felt less alone Just block home outgrown Five feet forty years right where dad proposed An inch above this casserole stones grass mud rusty needles lost guitar picks Indian tombs dinosaur bones Everything happened at once world is spinning hubcap not just because drugs We hugged laid there each others' arms night Even sprinklers cried we didn't mind had rest our lives dry So stayed until edges sky turned light would have hair white mosquitoes arrived feast time Got drunk expense let them bite kept kissing obliged Say couldn't unhappy again whispered your ear moment already poem That figured out first tattoo was going bug bites Decided I'd commemorate their drink by printing three circles ankle pink permanent ink beautiful wounds will keep me forever linked To remind fail myself everyone around When misfire come tearing walls cocktail humiliation pain poisons veins carnival carnage mansion garbage parking lot carcasses heartbreak party drains spirit remains been part something worthwhile pleasure pulse measure breath rise fall fortunes chests These spectacular triumphs flops even if meant nothing universe it's closest thing God got worth